This weekend has made me realise a lot about myself as a person. I put other people before myself all the time, now it's time for me to put myself first. I was dreading college but now I'm not, me and Ashley are going to the college during his week off in 2 weeks time so I can get more information about the course and what I need to do. I can start applying now for a place in September so hopefully I will get on the course as I really want this. I cried puddles yesterday because my dad noticed my aunty Sonya's (who past away in February) Facebook page had been deactivated, this was the only place I could go to talk to her when I wanted to tell her something (as silly as it sounds). My uncle has deactivated it after promising that he wouldn't, broken promises hurt a lot. It's really upset me and I'm so angry because that one place has been taken away from me. Hopefully he will reactivate it! I'm really missing Ashley, he only left less than 24 hours ago but I still miss him. Not seeing him until Friday but we have a thing where we cancel out days so it goes a lot faster and it actually works haha. Like today is technically Monday but to us it's now Tuesday which means it's only 2 days until I see him. I'm in Stoke from Friday evening, can't wait to see Dave and squidge him. (Dave is Ashley's chihuahua, Luna's puppy). This weekend went far too fast.
I'm so nervous about tonight's weigh in, I really hope I've done enough for the 2lb loss I need for my 8.5stone award. It was one of my March goals and since it's the last day of March it would be a nice little send off into April. If not I still have until 20th April to get it. Fingers and toes crossed I do get it, it will cheer me up. I'm going to try and stay positive until 7pm! Good luck if you are too being weighed tonight.
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